Sometimes I get the feeling that things are falling apart around me. Maybe even BECAUSE of me. I try to fix things, even to the point of a complete teardown. Am I doing the same thing to the people around me? Is this why people do not seem to follow through with the conversations we are having? Only time itself will tell.

Today is Friday, May 9. You can see this from the blog entry date. The most important thing I’ve got to share about this is that it has been three weeks since I went to see my dad. For those who do not know, my conversation with the guy was one that left me convinced that people can remain “possessed” for quite some time.

What exactly do I mean by this? Click the corresponding link and find out if you’d like, but I must warn you that if you are conflict avoidant you might be “put off” by, or you might experience anxiety because of the content you will see. All in all my dad reached out when my mother had not been talking with me by choice.

I theorize that things happen in pairs. Maybe like in Star Wars there are two “Darths” or whatever they portray the two villains as. The rule of two. I am not certain of this either, but in the Bible I belive there is a passage that says that a bond between three is unbreakable. Maybe this is why there is a Holy Trinity.

Does talking about these very basic thoughts bring me into focus when it comes to “the enemy” and is this why people inherently do not want to follow through when they have conversations with me? No telling, but I can tell you for a fact that anyone who is tainted by self centeredness has in fact ghosted someone else.

Most recently as I was struggling through situations such as trying to help my father to have more productive conversations (and therefore helping myself to also do the same) I was met with the most stonewalling vicious acts by even my own mother. We’ve since begun talking again, but are we really talking again?

I can “take apart” things just like anyone else would, but I wonder if the intent of only some people is to put things back together in a productive manner. Maybe only some are here to recognize the power of creation and to try and stand by what they have created. Perhaps all the rest who prefer to kill, steal and destroy are already lost.

Hope is an interesting thing. I HOPE you are having a great day. I HOPE to hear back from those who are actively avoiding conversations with me, and I HOPE that anyone who is ghosting or has been ghosted by anyone will put aside the ego and learn to once again try to help one another restore what we are here to restore.

All in all, I hope we are all able to experience the joy of bringing something to life, even if it is just a faulty weed eater or a busted relationship. If and when we talk I hope we are able to see the uplifting power of Truth and the life that has been brought to us by Our Creator. I hope we are grateful for that life. That is the truth.